What happened?

After a week or so of beautiful weather all the snow melted and, even though you know you shouldn't, you start believing spring may have just come early this year. And then you get slammed with reality! Today we are under a winter storm warning with predictions ranging from 4-12 inches. The weatherman had settled on 4-6 last night, but then the snow started 3 hours earlier than he thought, so who knows what we will actually wind up with. It is really coming down. So much for my lunch date with a friend. They canceled school today, so Nate is home with me too. Supposed to get more snow another 3 times over the next week as well.

Not much new is happening around here. I had some gift certificates and some extra money came my way that I wasn't expecting, so I bought an elliptical machine yesterday. I was doing so well keeping up on my exercise over the summer.... Now that I lost weight, I'm cold and it is hard to get motivated to go out and walk when I'm already cold in my home! I've joined a gym a couple of times, but it's not for me. I think I will do better having something I can do at home. It will even get used in the summer-on rainy days or super hot ones. I pick it up next week. Maybe I'll look decent when I walk the beach in CA this summer! Then I stopped at Kohl's to exchange a shirt, and I found a white wool dress coat on clearance. It was 60% off but still more than I would usually pay and I know it is impractical for ME to have a WHITE coat, but it looked so fabulous on! I've never had a wool dress coat, and decided that if I got down to a healthy weight I would finally purchase one. Still I feel a little guilty, especially in this economy. I've been taking advantage of all the great deals (you know how I love a deal), and doing my part by spending. Two ladies shared last night at bible study about some severe financial trials they are going through and how God is meeting their needs-and I felt ashamed to have spent money on such frivolous things. Still when economic times are good and the deals fewer, I have done without for LONG periods because it is hard to justify spending so much when there are more practical needs to be filled first.

Jim and I had a date night this week. We went to a tapas restaurant. Tapas is Spanish and it is a little bite, like an appetizer. You order 2-3 per person and share. It was hard to decide since they had about 50 things to choose from, some cold and some hot. Jim checked out their website and had some ideas before we went, so that helped. We had an imported cheese plate with figs-apples-and some kind of fruit spread, toasted bread topped with Serrano ham and sausage, roasted lamb, a slice of something similar to quiche that had potatoes and veggies in it, medallions of pork and sausage with a spicy sauce for dipping, and endive filled with mandarin oranges-nuts-and goat cheese. Nice experience and atmosphere, but it was rather pricey. I had given Jim $50 dollars in gift certificates (that I paid half price for) at Christmas, so that helped. For Valentine's Day, we are going to see Anita Renfroe, christian comedian. You probably know her as the woman who sings the Momsense song. She is a hoot, so I'm really looking forward to it!

Well, that is about all for today. Think I'll get my son up out of bed and get started on some of these chores!

Illness strikes

The winter bug is going around and it is hitting hard. Jim came home early from work sick, so it probably won't be a pleasant weekend around here! This is only the second time he has been ill enough to "toss his cookies" since his hiatal hernia surgery. It is always worrisome because the doctor said he might have to go to the hospital and have his stomach pumped, or there is the possibility he might rip apart the work the doctor did to repair the hernia. So I will have to watch him closely. I guess my girl's night out isn't going to happen after all. We were going to watch Mamma Mia and soak in the hot tub. Bummer! Several of my coworkers had the same bug also, so we were shorthanded and that made for a long and tiring week of work. Being gone 3 nights a week is also getting to me. It will be better soon when TBH gets back to the every other week schedule (we have been going every week to make up for the weather cancellation on the first night). By the time bible study rolls around on Thurs. night, I'm fighting to stay awake. In fact, last night I was really struggling. I prayed that the leader would call on me to read so I wouldn't start dozing off-and immediately she did. It was a full page of reading. That did the trick!

Nate hasn't done anything to get himself going on the college stuff, so I'm not sure how serious he is. He has some missing assignments in math, and is dragging his feet to get it done. I'm not so sure I want to pour money into his education if he doesn't take it seriously. Noah is doing well. Likes his job as a bank teller and they seem to like him. Is acting more responsible since getting that job too. Keeps saying it is good for him and he'd probably be wasting time if he didn't have the job.

We did close on the house and need to start working on finding a contractor to fix up bathrooms/kitchen. Need to find the time to find a contractor..... I'm barely keeping up these days.

Well that is about all for now. I'd better go and keep the laundry going so I feel like I accomplished something productive today!

End of another month

Time sure flies by-even when you're not having much fun! Boring month full of cleaning out and getting organized and now it is gone.....

Our TBH group was canceled the first session due to a storm, so we finally got started last week. Lovely group of people once again, and I am looking forward to the journey we are going to take over the next few months. It is such a privilege to serve them and pray for them and I hope that they are able to take something away that is helpful and healing. Bible study is also going well. The study is about ministering unto the Lord and uses the tabernacle as a blueprint. Very interesting stuff. We signed the papers and refinanced the house and now need to find a good contractor to remodel the bathrooms. We have also been cleaning up Nate's room and I'm ready to get painting the boys bedrooms before the nice weather comes along. Need to sit down and get our tax papers around this week also. Still waiting on a few things and then we can sit down and do taxes and FAFSA (my FAVORITE chores of the year). Nate told me a week ago that he wants to go go college. We had a good talk and decided on the community college. Lots to do to get him ready there too! He hasn't taken any placement tests, need to visit with someone and apply, need to look for scholarships. I'm glad he has got to this point of decision, but I'm not sure he is ready for the next level. I tried putting a new hem in my black pants last weekend and wound up very frustrated. Don't know what I was doing wrong to keep missing areas and had to keep ripping it out and starting over. Then I broke the needle! I bought new needles yesterday and am going to try one more time before I give up. I took a little craft class at the local Scandinavian shop and learned how to make German paper stars. It was fun, but there are lots of steps, so I wondered how I would do once I got home. Well I'm pleased to say I completed my first star all by myself. The instructor said that the man that invented them was named Froebel and he founded kindergarten. He used the star folding as an activity for kindergartners-unbelievable to me! I want to make a bunch for my Christmas tree, so I better get some supplies and keep going. Well, I'd better sign off now. It is a beautiful day-nearly 50 degrees-and I need to get the Christmas lights down and the ice off my driveway.

Another gloomy day

What happened to my sunshine? It was so nice earlier-I was out shoveling the slush that was melting on the driveway. I even took a nice long walk, but now it is gloomy. That really affects my mood! Not much is new around here.

Noah got a job as a bank teller. He will be working 20 hours a week, which he will soon find out is not as easy as he thinks it will be with school. He needed nice clothes for work though, so we went down and took him shopping. Found a couple pairs of pants and later several dress shirts and ties. Not easy to find at a bargain price as he is so huge! All in all, his job has cost me $160 to clothe him. I'm glad for him though, he needs the experience and cash. Unfortunately, instead of thinking about things like covering his expenses and saving for future expenses, he keeps thinking about getting a dog. He has no idea how expensive that is or what all that entails as far as responsibility or commitment, but I can't say much to him about it without setting him off. Nate finished the semester with all passing grades, which he seems to be very proud of. His class schedule is light this year. He doesn't seem to feel the pressure he has in years past and is better able to keep up. He is still not really looking for a job. I just don't think he has the skills to find one in time. And of course, he won't listen to me or accept any help. Nate missed two days of school last week due to a stomach virus. He gave it to me, but it didn't go full blown (trying to be delicate here) and I was just lightheaded, tired, and had stomach cramps.

I worked to get the Christmas stuff put away and now we are refinancing our house. We are trying to add a home equity loan and use it to remodel our bathrooms (which badly need it). Detail stuff keeps coming up, that my non-detail husband didn't catch when he visited with the banker and it is driving me nuts! I just don't need this dumped into my lap right now. Of course, I am feeling pressured to get my tax stuff organized. You need to do that quickly with a college student so you have the information for the FAFSA. I am leading a TBH group again this winter session. I asked to lead a children's group, but I was placed with adults again. What made me nervous is that my co-leader didn't show up for the required information session, and didn't respond to my follow up e-mail. Thankfully the director of TBH made an executive decision and replaced him with a very experienced leader, so I am feeling much better. I am continuing to go to the Prism group. The leader and I are on continuance, and it is a mutually encouraging thing for us to have each other. We have enough new members that we split in two and I am leading a discussion group. I am also going to a bible study this winter. I have done several studies with this same awesome teacher, so it is exciting to have a new one with her. It does make for a busy week though since I am gone three evenings. While I was sick, I watched the old Carey Grant movie, "An Affair to Remember". I ordered it after catching Sleepless in Seattle on tv a few weeks ago. All the women in the movie were crying when they were talking about/watching that movie, and I had never seen it. I must have lived with men too long because-NOTHING. No tears, no choking up, not even a tug at my heart-and I have PMS! What is wrong with me?

Looking forward to some fun things in the next few months, but I'll write more about that later! Hope you are all healthy and warm!

Happy New Year

This holiday season has been a blur, so I can't believe it is already the start of a new year! I haven't thought much about resolutions or things like that, but I do know I want to read through the bible again this year. I started that a few years ago, and then Mom died and I got all off track. It was like the wind went out of my sails, and I have been rather stagnant spiritually these past few years. I also have got off track with my healthy living over the holidays and even though my weight didn't change, I know I need to get back to the plan there. I really want to be a consistent exerciser this year. I was doing that over the summer and I felt (and looked) much better. My last goal, would be to visit old friends. Time has passed quickly raising my boys and it is finally time for me to renew my relationships with my friends. So even though I haven't thought much about these things, I do have these goals in mind as I begin the new year. I hope you have a blessed 2009 and that you take the time to review your life and set new goals for yourself too!

Merry Christmas

Well we are in recovery mode after the Christmas holiday. That involves cleaning up, writing thank you notes, and exchanging things that didn't work out. Even though I was really rushed at the end, everything turned out as I had planned and for that I am very thankful. I work really hard every year to make Christmas special for my family, so they will have those good memories to hold onto. This year was a little different as Jim had to work on Christmas Eve and Day. We changed up our routine and opened gifts on Christmas Eve this year. It made for a busy day as I also had to work. I got home and started our Christmas dinner and then headed off to church with the boys. We had to go to a different church because services at our church were not at the right times for what we needed that night. We came home from church just as Jim arrived home from work. We enjoyed a wonderful dinner of ham, cheese potatoes, broccoli, carrots, pumpkin bread, rolls, jello, apple and pumpkin pie. Afterwards, we opened our gifts. They boys seemed very pleased the things we gave to them. It gets so hard as they get older to keep the focus off the gifts by keeping it reasonable-after all it is not what the season is really about. This year we gave each of them a set of Batman glasses that I bought off E-Bay. We had a set when they were little and they lost it when I tried to get rid of them. Both of them insisted that they wanted them when they moved out of the house. Nate got a new hoodie and Noah a pair of basketball shoes for their second gift. Noah got a package of goodies including a new laptop battery, some styling product for his hair, some Dunkin Doughnuts coffee, and a carbon monoxide detector for the old rental house at college. Nate got a custom t-shirt with a drawing he did in art last year on the front and a couple hundred dollars off his car stereo. That is a sore subject that threatened to ruin Christmas. He had asked for money to install a car stereo for his work study project over a month ago. I said he could either borrow the money and get a job and pay me back, or I would be willing to pay for him to install a reasonable stereo with a CD player and some new speakers and that would be his Christmas gift. Originally he said he would get a job and pay me back. When he came home he had a huge sub woofer and an amplifier in the back end of his car along with the stereo and new speakers-that's not what we agreed to. When I asked how much it all was, he said around 220 dollars. When I told him it was time to get the job, he was shocked because he thought it was his Christmas present! In the meantime, he told me the sub was defective and had to go back and they were ordering him a new better one. I went in before Christmas to make sure that we were at about 220 dollars and found out that it was currently at 743 dollars and when the new sub came in it would be a little over 900 dollars! This is equipment they gave to him at cost without labor! Not only did this news sour my Christmas spirit, he has been doing his manipulative stubborn Nathan thing-and since it is not working things have been tense and ugly. He has been told he has to get a job by his birthday and start paying me back or I am going to sell the car to pay for the stereo. I'm pretty sure he is going to learn this lesson the hard way. Future forecast-ugliness with power struggles on the horizon, probably bad name calling and maybe some retaliation too. Looking forward to that! He exhausts me. If only he put his energy into doing what he needs to instead of working so hard to avoid it. We have a New Year's Eve celebration we've been invited to and Jim's birthday, and then we are through celebrating for awhile.

Our new furniture hurts my back. I picked it out because it was firm with a firm back and it seemed great in the store. If I sit on it for awhile though, my back hurts. I think I just need to get a lumbar support pillow and it will be fine, but what a bummer. The day after Christmas I found some tables for the living room. We have never had tables before-and Jim wonders why we need them now! They look nice with the new furniture though and have some storage too. Jim is looking into refinancing our house and combining it with a home equity loan to fix up our bathrooms/kitchen. That would be awesome to be able to hire someone and finally get that done. Noah has been a delight to have home over break. He has been very helpful-even doing some things without being asked. He has also been more considerate and thoughtful towards his family. I guess he finally took me seriously about not living here next summer and decided to change his ways. We have had several snow storms-Nate got an extra day of Christmas vacation which was a blessing because he was running behind on several projects that were due that day (imagine that). Yesterday it got up to nearly 60 and rained, so most if it is gone now. Well that's about all I have for now. I have to get back to my laundry so I can get to bed soon.

Little Something New

Today we stopped by the furniture store to look at some living room furniture again. I had no intention of buying, just going to measure and consider possibilities. We walked around after checking out our potential set, and ran into another set that I really liked. It was a firm set-no big pillows on the back-like I had been looking for. I need that for my back and it is hard to find. It was also a style that would fit our house much better and it was on super special (the other set wasn't even on sale). Then we found out it was the last set, so they took a little more off the price. The guys weren't as excited about it as I was-Jim liked the rocker/recliner in the other set and Nate liked the leather furniture. This is a red checkered sofa and love seat with a chair/ottoman that is cream, red, and light green floral/multi print. I think it will look nice with the light green accessories I already have in the living room. It comes on Friday!